and if you are to find him [god],
you are going to have to go into the nowhere
and stay there as long as you are able.
— -the cloud of unknowing

With her first short film, Jennifer attempts to explore the delicate subject of religion. Religious journeys are either often ignored by filmmakers or part of a larger Christian Agenda. Jennifer wanted a film that authentically showcases the honest conversations young people have as they try to make sense of a belief system. This film takes no side and has no agenda. There is no obligation for a concise conclusion; the self is rarely resolved. The film aspires to illuminate one female’s wrestle with the paradoxes of sexuality, her god, and her purpose.